Monday, July 21, 2008

"Daddy, did you know that Wednesday is bring your own bag day?!"
"Yah, that's why I don't go buy things on wednesday!"
"But you're wasting plastic bags!"
"No, I help to save the plastic bags at home!"

-_-

"Daddy, ask mama to cook this dish *points* to photo!"



"Oh what's this?"
"Devil's Curry! Ask her cook this!"
"Daddy, what is this dish!?" I continued
"This is shit.."
*laugh*

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I think I've been bad to my health.
Chocolates for the breakfast and curry for lunch. Panadol in the noon because of a sudden migraine. I think I'm really ageing physically! Wait! I haven't reach 21 yet! Do not die on me!

Detoxification tomorrow.

I hate to understand things from scratch. Why didn't I understand it earlier. It would have been better because I am panicking right now. (refers to case study)

I don't understand why people can't study in depth of what they know. Like really deeply understand the concept of the topic rather than just on the surface. I do not like just knowing 'on-the-surface' information. I like to know things at the back of my hands especially for presentations. You'll never know what kind of questions you'll get asked and what if you don't get the question's answer? Wouldn't you get marked down?

I've been isolating myself in order to do productive work now. It's 1 month till exams. The first paper is PPCHEM, which is great. Because I will have more time to panic over drugs and mechanism. During the 1 month before exams, there's a crap CA and crap MCQ quiz for APCHEM.

MCQ quizzes should be banned because it makes people confused. Calculations shouldn't even be in MCQ because the values are jumbled and.. what if what if, you do not get the right (a) or (b) or (c) or (d) because maybe the values are very similar and close to each other. AND AND! what if, ok no more what if.
But d end of it, MCQ is still stupid. I hate MCQ because I'm not good it. (becos' i always loses marks at MCQ tsk tsk)

Oh, did I mention, what kind of stupid test is called a SMELLING TEST?
Instructions: Smell -> Write 2 descriptions -> Deduce the fragrance.

The 2 descriptions is stupid, because different people has different perpectives of floral, fruity,citrus,sweet, sour, agrestic, green, musky etc.

If you don't get the 2 descriptions, you lose marks. I THINK P&F is the most.. hmm.. well, it has redundant tests in the module. so how do you say... retarded? no, i don't think it is, it's useful only in the extraction of fragrance.

But other than that, I think it has plain stupid tests and questions. Because of it's vague description and, as I mentioned, different perpective/opinions(not to mention different noses).

I mean, I don't have a nose like the P&F lecturers!

Ok I'm complaining but I can't help it! I really really really really feel/think.. stupid doing this module.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Thoughts running through my head. I am afraid of what lies in front of me in the future. What if this.. what if that.. what if this again..

As much as I look forward to each tomorrow, the hardest times just come. i.e. exams. It's easy to cope with exams, but how bout the other side of life?

In fact, I don't deny in my relationship aspect of life, it has always been downhill. Why? I don't know, I guess God would take away something from you if you're doing too well on the other side i.e academic.

So, simple. Go with God's flow. It would probably be better that way isn't it?

Picking pieces of myself up each day I wake up. Hoping for the best, doing the best as I can do.

I'll continue this post later.
Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.

Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.

Adjectives which describe your type

introverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, independent, intellectual, self-confident, analytical, structured, dogged, witty, resolute, self-critical, visionary, inventive, independent, unsociable, reserved, nonconformist, quiet, visionary, honest, demanding, hardworking

These subjects could interest you

art, jazz, classical music, science fiction, computer, drawing/painting, spiritual matters, meditation, handicraft, writing, strategic games, politics

Saturday, July 12, 2008


Hello
&
Goodbye!

I was looking at this post in the forum regarding cars..

Here it goes
"Birdshit

of all the variations of birdshit, the one i really tulan is the orange color type!!! after dry up always end up like some brownish orange disgusting sticky powder.. grrr.... use wiper also hard to wipe them off .. nabeh... and usualy they come in a "diarrhea version"... lao sai all over your car... wat kind of species if this bird ah??? orange shit bird... !%$#%@%$@^%^"
Hahahah! Orange shit bird.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

ometimes you wonder, why can’t people be happy for the other when things are going good & smoothly for them.. instead sending regards and congratulating them, you would give a undesirable action as a result, it feels more sour to send them your regards so people would rather, sulk behind and think “oh yeah he’s better so what??”

I admit to this behaviour. But nevertheless, it is only right to buck yourself up and improve all the time..What results you get, if it’s good for you, good. If it’s bad for you, then improve.

An illness, if you eat spicy food for a sore throat, it would cause more inflammatory so why carry on?? Making yourself feel more pain because?& for what?

Solution? Heal the throat then eat spicy food, there will always be a given chance to you if you try and make it. (wonders if it made sense..)

The Human mind is complex. We would always think of ourselves first and there’s no deny that it’s not true. I do think about myself all the time, like what i want to do in my life, what i want to eat, what shall i do? who shall i marry? where shall i go today? what i want to cook etc.

There’ll seldom be a time when you think of a stranger/a friend“oh what will xxx be drinking right now, sleeping? what does he want in life?”

Simple, a stranger/a friend’s goals or decisions does not affect what you want.

A friendship is a companionship, it fills your life with colours when you meet them, laugh with them, talk to them.. They stay with you for a moment and teach you part of what their life has while you don’t. Part & parcel of life.

Whatever happens at work, is work. Despite the conflicts at work, eventually, as friends we would always laugh at funny things, gossiping.. talking heart to heart.

Likewise to a love relationship. When a couple comes together, don’t talk about work all the time! Talk about like what to do together, make plans for each other etc (whatever a couple does).

Put in effort in a relationship, a friendship, a family. Be committed if you treasure it, you want it.

I give my partial trust to almost everyone because I believe the goodness in them. However, sometimes, if you work together, the competition of work towards being the best, will sour the whole relationship.

Keep in support and trust each other.

We can’t blame anyone for this phenomena, it just happens.

It is the different point of view that we must try to understand and practice.

Oh! I’m tired! i slept on the floor last night.. jeez.. am must be crazy, thinking that i am superwoman or what, i ended up with backaches and neck aches because the area was so small for my long body to stretch!! so i had to curl up sleeping..

sleep curl = no good for thy great.

i paid a visit to a friend today. i wish he’d be in my dreams tonight to tell me how he is right now.

the worst thing in life that it can ever give you, is to take away the people around you.


From TopGear, this is the smallest car!

If you wait for me then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
I've longed for you and I have desired
To see your face, your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
Please say you'll be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise If it's one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say you'll hold
A place for me in your heart.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008



Moar!!!

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

The earlier post was totally random.

Here's thy picture of thy day

This is just one part of it. There's moar invading me! I'm infectious.

Okay this post is more random than the rest.
Thanks Md Noor for listening to my PMS earlier and yesterday I was grumpy for nothing. I guess it's due to these itchiness. Thanks sensitive skin, you gave me a hell lot of 'great' time.